eva thot how unexpected things get?somethin u neva thot possible ws actually possible?ppl u actually trust ur life wit wud end up turnin der bakz on u!ppl u trust ur heartz wit return dem broken 2 u!u c it ol d tym..but wen it hapnz 2 u its lyk d end of d wrld!wen oda ppl go thru it,its so easy 2 talk 2 em n make em understnd buh wen it hapnz 2 u ,ol d philosophical stff js goes dwn d drain!ol tat mattrz den is y me?n y tat person?wt did i do so rong?ws i nt a gud frnd?a gud person?did ma emotions neva reach him/her?evn if u realise l8r tatz its ur mistak,its 2 late 2 apologise...d person jus changes n moves on...leavin u behind...starin at d broken fragments,of wt ws previously a frndship or a relatnship witout wich u cnt imagin urslf!u end up sayin tings u dun wan2 cos u knw ur very impatient..buh dun dey knw u enuf 2 know wen u actually mean it!dun dey understnd u aftr being wit u 4 so long!1 yr,5yrs evn 10 yrs isnt enuff tym!hw do u make em realise wt dey mean 2 u wen ur wordz dun go across?ur feelins dun go across?onli wen ur angry n say bad tingz,it hurtz em buh wen u giv em luv,it goes unnoticed...is it cz dey tk u 4 granted?ur bad,ur mean,buh derz a lot of love n care in ur heart...duz anybody care 2 c tat!?u get 2 hear things lyk love is jus an illusion..its jus tat 2 ppl get used 2 each oda!is tat d hollowness tat rshipz r being abused 2 now!?n aftr seeing ol dis-distrust,hatred,emotionless thinkin hav i or u changed?no v haven't~v stil believ in love,frendship n rshipz!v stil trust,v hope,v wait,v go against r own natures tryin 2 figure out stuff,succesfully or odawise...v becomin wiser or mayb weaker...buh y do v make ol dese compromises?at such a young age tat 2!its onli cos of ur emotions!emotions make u do so many tings,its lyk r world revolvs arnd emotionz!buh unfortunately nt many ppl realise d importance of dese very emotions!4 dem deyr jus lyk toyz,2 play wit n nuin els!buh cn u do anytin abt it!?can u stop ur hrt frm breakin,ur tearz frm fallin,ur mind from thinkin?feels lyk if n only if der ws a way tat u cud jus giv up ur own feelins 4 a few days n relax...der ws a way u cud take a brk from ur lyf 4 a few days n return refreshd instead of tinkin it ovr n ovr 4 dayz,weekz,mnthz evn!buh tats d law of life...u hav 2 suffer n learn..u hav 2 get hurt n trust agen...u hav 2 hav ur hrt broken n den be restored bak...its lyk a machinery buh u hav2 make it life!u hav 2 do ol tat it takez!cos u walk alone!ders nt anoda person in d world hu hz exactly d same feelins n thotz..tat life wil alwayz b lyk dis...ul hav 2 accept it...sumtymz happily,sumtyms unhappily...n none of dis shit wil bring me down...i wil still love,still hope,stil have rshipz,stil care no matter wot!cos i cant stay without dese emotions...life 4 me will cease 2 exist d day i giv up ma emotionz...